So Maybe all mom's of two feel like this at first or maybe it's just me, but right after Eli was born and we got settled in at home I just have felt that I'm not being there for Jaden 100% and he is neglected now by me. Of course he is still well taken care of but I can't do it all for him anymore and it makes me a little sad. I'm sure I'll get past it but I hope he knows I love him with all my heart and that he is still my sweet little angel.
Anyways, Jaden is really starting to love Eli and become very fond of him. Jaden was super sick pretty much from the time we brought Eli home from the hospital so he was not able to hold him until just a few days ago..MELTED MY HEART!
I love my two sweet little boys, and yes life is definitely more challenging and sleep is hard to come by. But hey it's a short time in life and before you know it they're off on missions, college, and marriage, so I'm trying to saver the moments I have when there young even know it can be hard at times I still love it.
Josh is the most amazing daddy to these two little boys. Especially Jaden since he has been attached to the hip with his daddy since Eli has been born.
Love this little onesie and couldn't resist buying it. One day soon I hope to take a picture of both boys in there big/little brother shirts together.
We heard Jaden crying in Eli's room and found him like this stuck on the floor in the bumbo hahahhaha. Josh and I just stood there laughing for two minutes while he struggled to get out. It was too funny to not take a picture.
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that last pic... hahaha!! You're not alone in your guilt neglecting Jaden. I had a really hard time adjusting to two and the guilt was one of the main factors. For me the guild hasn't totally gone away (and now I have three to split my time between) but it does get better and you learn to adjust to life centered around two boys and not just Jaden. He knows you love him. It's harder on you than it is on him. Your boys are beautiful!!
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